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I Wish I were a painter

I love painting,

But I'm not a good painter,

I Wish I were,

For, I could draw you.

I love writing,

But I'm not a good writer;

I wish I were,

For, I could write you.

I wish I could write,

Even about you

But I can't write.

Even your name,

For I've forgotten,

Your name.

I wish I could remember,

Your name,

Then, maybe I could remember ,

Your face,

Or, maybe I could draw you,

Better.

But what was

Your name?

Does it make any difference?

When I cannot remember,

Your name,

Your face?

But why,

Can't I,

Remember,

Your name,

Your face,

While, everything,

Would remain,

Within one's heart?

My Heart?

My Heart?

Where are you?

Do you know

The answer?

My heart?

My Heart?

Where are you?

"But where's my heart,

What might happened,

To my heart?

Where could it be?"

"Do you know my mind?'

_ "I think: I've seen it

For the last,

When it was calling

Your name,

It was looking

For you."

But could it be lost?

Or…….

I think you should know,

For sure you should know,

But tell me

Why……..?

Why can't I remember

Your name,

Your face,

But I can remember

You………….

Did you seize my heart.....?

But how cruel you are,

But how cruel you are,

You've stolen my heart,

And still,

Deny……….?

And you've taken my hearty

While you kept,

Your heart?

How cruel you are….

I wish I were

A painter,

I wish I were

A writer.

I wish I were brave enough,

Then may be

I could seize yours

( Your heart ),

But what have you done,

To mine?

For I feel, I've lost mine.

I think I've lost my heart,

I've missed mine.

But how cruel you are.

I wish I were a painter

I wish I were a writer

I wish I could do

My best;

Even if, it be

All in vain,

All in vain,

I wish I were brave enough,

Then may be I could

Draw you

Word by word,

But…………..

How cruel you were,

When I loved you

A lot,

You did me

Deny.

I'm not a good lover

But,

I wish I were,

But………..

I will draw you

Line by line

And I will write you

Word by word.

But I will remain

You face clear,

Then, I will wait,

For you,

To come,

For you,

To come,

And…

Finish my lines,

My words,

By yours.

I wish

You

Could……..

Icyangel

2007-05-28