i feel so lonely
sitting in the cold, cold world,
i stare at the ground
as the imags keep re-playing
the joy
the good times
all gone
with that same old song
Why arent you here with me?
why aren't we together?
goofing around the same old way
tears begin to fall
as i recall
the worst of it all
your last words
as i never see you
...ever again....
یار در آغوش خلق و خلق چو مجنون
در پی لیلی همیشه بادیه پیما
شرح دل ما حدیث ماهی و آب است
کو همه در آب و آب را شده جویا
ای به بلای تو مبتلا شده ایوب
ای زفراق تو خون گریسته یحیی
از دل اگر داشتی هوای تو در سر
اره کشیدی به دست خود زکریا
یوسف اگر جلوه ی جمال تو دیدی
ناز نکردی زحسن خود به زلیخا
زندگی ضرب آهنگ بال پروانه ایی است زیبا
که در گلستانی پر از گل فارغ از مسائل پیرامونش در حال پرواز است
باید کوشید که به این ضرب آهنگ پی برد
اگر چه از غم دوری شکسته ام، سرد
و مثل بغض خزان در درون خود زردم
مباد خسته ببینم نگاه خوبت را
مباد درد تو آید به روی صد دردم
بخوان، بخوان که غزل با حضورتو گیراست
ساحل افتاده گفت گرچه بسی زیسته ام
هیچ نه معلوم گشت آه که من کیستم
موج خروشنده ای تیز خرامید گفت
هستم اگر می روم گر نروم نیستم
تو مپندار که از عشق تو دل برگیرم
ترک روی تو کنم دلبر دیگر گیرم
بعد صد سال اگر از سر قبرم گذری
من کفن پاره کنم
عشق تو را سر گیرم
I Wish I were a painter |
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I love painting,
But I'm not a good painter,
I Wish I were,
For, I could draw you.
I love writing,
But I'm not a good writer;
I wish I were,
For, I could write you.
I wish I could write,
Even about you
But I can't write.
Even your name,
For I've forgotten,
Your name.
I wish I could remember,
Your name,
Then, maybe I could remember ,
Your face,
Or, maybe I could draw you,
Better.
But what was
Your name?
Does it make any difference?
When I cannot remember,
Your name,
Your face?
But why,
Can't I,
Remember,
Your name,
Your face,
While, everything,
Would remain,
Within one's heart?
My Heart?
My Heart?
Where are you?
Do you know
The answer?
My heart?
My Heart?
Where are you?
"But where's my heart,
What might happened,
To my heart?
Where could it be?"
"Do you know my mind?'
_ "I think: I've seen it
For the last,
When it was calling
Your name,
It was looking
For you."
But could it be lost?
Or…….
I think you should know,
For sure you should know,
But tell me
Why……..?
Why can't I remember
Your name,
Your face,
But I can remember
You………….
Did you seize my heart.....?
But how cruel you are,
But how cruel you are,
You've stolen my heart,
And still,
Deny……….?
And you've taken my hearty
While you kept,
Your heart?
How cruel you are….
I wish I were
A painter,
I wish I were
A writer.
I wish I were brave enough,
Then may be
I could seize yours
( Your heart ),
But what have you done,
To mine?
For I feel, I've lost mine.
I think I've lost my heart,
I've missed mine.
But how cruel you are.
I wish I were a painter
I wish I were a writer
I wish I could do
My best;
Even if, it be
All in vain,
All in vain,
I wish I were brave enough,
Then may be I could
Draw you
Word by word,
But…………..
How cruel you were,
When I loved you
A lot,
You did me
Deny.
I'm not a good lover
But,
I wish I were,
But………..
I will draw you
Line by line
And I will write you
Word by word.
But I will remain
You face clear,
Then, I will wait,
For you,
To come,
For you,
To come,
And…
Finish my lines,
My words,
By yours.
I wish
You
Could……..
Icyangel
2007-05-28